In Need of some Veg. Time

I am so in need of some veg. time just to sit and stare off into wilderness and do nothing. Peace and quiet and nothing....silence. I've been really crabby lately to my family and it is really bothering me. I don't know why but I have. Maybe it's because I'm homesick or maybe it's because everyday something else breaks on my P.O.S. truck or it makes a new noise that it didn't make the day before. I used to joke about the bumper sticker "Honk if something falls off." but with my truck its true. Maybe its because we haven't won the lottery yet and I'm still waiting. Waiting so that I won't have any more worries in the world. A house here...a house in Illinois...wherever I want one and if I get homesick then I'll fly home or fly my family and friends wherever I'm at. Maybe I would buy a bar across the street from Busch Stadium and have free beer on game days! I could just sit and drink with the best fans in the world and have no worries. Travel the world with my kids.....be able to buy them anything they want.....be able to go anywhere in the world I want when I just want to sit and veg. To sit and not have to do anything...so hear anything...to say anything. But unfortunately I have yet to win the lottery, kinda hard when Utah doesn't have a lottery, so I'll have to find my happy medium....try not to sweat the little things......love my family more and veg. with our local scenery.....I guess that's not such a bad thing after all.